at last a place where i can talk to someone about my troubles...iam 45 my husband is 55 we have been married 30 years...we are both disabled.draw small checks and are struggling to pay our bills.would i like some help with my bills, YES YES.to go two the growcee store and buy  food  espiley what my husband would eat is a dream come true!!!!you see my husband is dying,he has an old mans heart and copd ,chf many heart attacks,stents  thru out his body and his lungs are shot.he is totally bedridden,i feed him  when i can get him to eat,,,, bath him,he is my life,,i give him his meds and breathing treatments every 4 hours round the clock..its the hardest thing  i have ever done, watching him die and noing there is nothing i can do ..iam so scared  for him,i just want to make him happy and for him not to worry about the bills being paid,if i could get some help with the bills you no just for a couple months ,just to give him some peace would be a god sent..but i no people have it harder then me ,iam  ok cause i have god in my life and i no he will not give me more sorrow and pain then i can bare , look at me  just a yapping away  ...anyways thanks for letting me  write  this ......your friend  nett